It's a tough week this march.
Right now Dad's in ICU.
Having his heart operation.
Im praying so much of his safe surgery.
Yes, im scared, sad and feel uncertain bout lotsa things.
Through this awesome eyes of mine.
I've seen what my dad didn't want me to see.
Hear everything im not suppose to hear.
And feel what i should always have felt.
With all this attributes.
He tried to make me a better man.
But me..

I lost his path.
I lost my beliefs.
I lost my heart.
And that's what i am now.

So im trying my best to make it up now.
I know too that my time aint that long.
But its worth to endorse effort on a lot of achievements.
For a start.
At least im gaining his sincerity trust on some things that i do.
For now lets all pray for all well beings.


Here's the venue for 7th March Gig.
Venue: Fad Media. Bussorah Street. Opp Kampung Glam Cafe.
If your kinda a friend who listens to hardcore(NOT DEATHCORE)
Then do come down and support. Thx.

www.myspace.com/stepasidesg

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Today was a scrap.
Everything got screwed real bad.
A week left to our first band show,
Yet everybody's still like crap.

We jammed today at 7-9.
Not one of the worst jam sessions.
But one of the most clueless one's like pink panther?
Anyways at the end of the day it always pays to be mean.
I suppose *negative tone*
But overall the re-improvised Hot Shot is definitely hyper then before.

Somehow somewhere i felt lost today.
Felt useless, unmotivated, selfish and demoralised.
I feel like im goin missing somewhere.
Where are my friends?
Do i hav people i know around me anymore still?

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Lately.
I've been watching the clouds as i walked.
Everyday to work.
It seemed so beautiful.
So ambitious.
But i came to think of it this way.
What if.
What i saw would just be a well imagined thought.
What if.
What i saw that others cant see how beautiful it is.
What if.
It's my time to be loved most by the almighty.
To a conclusion.
What if we all spare a little thought for prayers.
Would it help to give us all a brighter view of things?
What if.

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