This is what i've learned so far this year.
True friends stab you in the front.
No matter where. No matter what.
But through that hurtful pain.
That stingy needle arguments.
You learn to built trust in it.
In so you'll learn why life is painful.
Selfish.
Dirty.
Coz' without trust your never a true friend.

Once a friend told me of this,
I don't need anymore bullshitin'.
But what for if your a fake friend.

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Poison fills the earth with so much pollution.
Mixed with ignorance and hatred.
Blend with a twist of swinging arms.
Anger bleeds with legs creating a new life span.
A new breed controlled by the unknown abyss.
We stand with our hands held high.
But without its pride.
Hands tied down with political bullshit.
Undefined by humanity.
Time stands still creating a vase dark society.
Hence music never seems so dawning by the kids.
Tempted with an outburst of rage.
Lies a sound so untouched.
But full of hyped.
More to offer.
And definitely a plague scene never to be attempted with.

THIS IS HARDCORE.

to me.

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oke.

im gonna start of the note with the good stuff's first.

Saturday was fun and totally hyped.
Step Aside got its first gig appearance for Overthrown followed by the rest of the bands that includes Straight Forward and xELEVENx.
We had so much fun mingling around with new friends and some of the malaysian kids.
All hell broke loose with all the best sets from each and every band.

Sunday after work, i bumped into the KL kids(xELEVENx) while i was on my way back.
Only to know that they were walking around shopping for stuffs.
So we went shopping. Looked around for new pair of shoes coz they really like the shoes that are offered here. Shopped and shopped before they left for Raymond's and Hanif's place to stay over.

Monday me and Rudy met up with Din first at City Hall's ljs.
We guys chatted while waiting for his other counterparts to come.
An hour plus later they arrived. We walked around to find some more shoes and caps before sending them off at bugis. So in the middle of the rain we hugged our goodbyes and waved them back to their journey home.

Then as i was about to go back home that evening, i got a call from my sis saying that my dad's passing out due to his recent breathing difficulties.
I rushed back home, met my sis at the lobby of our block. Watching as the ambulance rushed my dad from the scene. Then me and sis flagged a cab towards Alexandra hospital. We waited and wait at the A&E for his news. To our relive at that moment that the doctors said my dad was oke but he passed out due to the heart not pumping enough. So we then followed him to my dad's ward and left him with the hospitality care there.

Tuesday i went back to visit my dad only to found out later that he just got back from x-ray checks. A few seconds later he passed out and regained consciousness.
Watched over him the whole day and his condition is somehow not convincing enough that..due to every now and then he keeps having lapses, its hard to know if his really oke and able enough.
Im prayin and hoping enough that he'll have a speedy recover.
May God bless him and the whole family.

Dad we really miss you at home.
So Please Do Come Back. };

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I Currently Have 5 Things That I Need.
But Could Never Accomplish.

1) LOVE
2) CARE
3) CONCERN
4) RELATIONSHIP
5) YOU! ():


And one more thing i still couldn't figure out is.

I Don't Know Why I Want Em'

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man.
had a great day today.
but definitely a beat one.
so much stuff to do.
rush here and there.
but overall everything was tight.
being a calefare was an unforgetable experience.
a plus point to my band today.
even with little time to spare we still could manage a very tight set.
awesome new tracks.
and there's gonna be a recording soon for "It's Our Blood" song.
ask ard for the date to get a sneak peek of it.
and finally not forgetting "Hot Shot".
Yes, the title names it all.
the sequence of the song is so unique that it'll leave a mark on your true friendship.
ps:click on aidil's blogggy to check out the lyrics.
letbygonesbebygones.

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Yesterday is what separates Today and the forthcoming events.
events that had pasted but could always repeat itself as history.
Yesterday lies back and pretends nothing happened before or after will be remembered.
but no.
it doesnt.
instead Today reunites the gloomy past and present.
it revolves in a vicious cycle to makes us guilty, happy or sad in life.
a cycle that is so unseen, unpredictable nor thought off had a name for itself.
karma/retribution.
past, present and future stands still as pillars.
contributing to its success and internal philosophy.
Today is where i stand for Tomorrow.
Calling out to your past, present and future.
beware for the unforeseen forthcomings.
as life will never stop for you or your future.

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wooooooooooaaaawwwwwwww!
todae's been kinda a better day for me.
i mean monday.
at least.
had an early start by visiting my granny.
im very glad to see her((:
hit the keyboards after eating and...
oh boy was i happy!
finally i got to play a part frm my fav song!
yea!

then meet up wif Asz.
walked all over frm lavender - bugis - dhoby ghaut.
like transit siol!
ahhaahha!
aniwaes still cnt find the bag i want yet):
but then we went to the same place my brother and kurt brought me to play this game called Left 4 Dead.
damn was it cool.
enough to set u go aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaHHHHHHHHHHH!
lol!
played an hour plus on that.
aft the session of zombies,
me and asz talked 'bout the incidents during the game.
its funny to know how bad your emotions were playing that shit.
we talked and talked
then went off.
Asz had work.
me = home.

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im back.
today was slightly better.
had a great time chilling ard wif Mai(angel) and Rudy(Homer Simpson)--lol!
we chilled.
played a few songs.
heard rudy's recordings.
ps: dude u should go recording sia!
den we left.
walked to c.hall.
bid farewell n split ways.

next met asz.
thought of chilling ard town.
but ended up going to island cremery to get some ice-cream.
and i mean ICE-CREAM!
ahahaa.
had hot fudged sundaes.
played a few songs.
den left.

reached home.
mum and dad were back.
dad talked to me.
he didnt try to understand me.
ended in a sour note.
i cried.
stressed up.
must i deserve all this?

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its 3am nw.
and i still cant sleep.
the incident that i came across is still running through my mind.
it sucks.
it still does.
im useless arent i.
Mum.
Dad.
Im Sorry i've let u guys down.
I know it hurts.
Give me hope.
will ya?
/;

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ehy..
yea.
it seems weird enough tat im blogging.
lol.
so here's my first post.
a recent start of 'e year.
poured wif a cup full of bad luck.
hope one day ppl realise.
tat im no longer 'e same kid tat got away wen u were young.

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