All these things that i've done,
Now what have I become.
And where did i go wrong...
I don't mean to hurt, just to put you first.
I won't tell you lies.
I will stand accused with my hand on my heart
I'm just trying to say.

Labels: lifewithoutvibes.

There's always this saying that "there's always a first" in something.
no matter what you do or come to start on.
A day back was sober.
thinking that none of my problems would've ever been solved.
none of my friends were really friends.
none of my bro's were really bro's.
and none of whom i feel would be special is special.
but to the point that i got soo wasted i caught a glimpse of what i did get to catch by the naked eye.
truth that even scientist could have known of.
i saw what life really is.
every bit of it.
no matter how bad you really hate it.
and i believe that friends are one of the pillars of philosophies in life.
without them you'll never could never possible move forward.
they are soo special that they could create bonds no matter how good nor bad ones.
they could comfort you, confront, antagonize you, be nice, consult you and mostly be there for you.
there are the ones that tried to understand even in the worst downfalls.
they are the ones that could talk to nor hate easily.
but to really get them is just ain't plain simple.
in order to do so.
we have to reflect on ourselves.
our personality.
every detail that we have to offer.
the willingness of acceptance is what's sooo special in them.

i wanna thank Asz.
i wanna thank Yan.
i wanna thank Aidil.
i wanna thank my band, my friends for having all that.
they have been there for me.
through almost every possible boundaries that i have.
i thank you all coz u guys seem more to a family to me.

and lastly i wanna thank nad for letting me to want to believe that there's still someone special in life.

so before you really wanna say FMF,
think of the possible reasons that you cant really live without them.

Labels: lifewithoutvibes.

The sun is setting on my back.
As I run from the problems, that i just can't face today.
Overwhelmed I'm so distraught.
I felt so strong
just yesterday.
Painting a picture of a world
Where no one has to struggle
and everyone gets along.
But all this never prevails.
Only to know that we'll all fall down.
and just bleed away.

Labels: lifewithoutvibes.