.Saturday, October 17, 2009 ' 10:07 AM
Reality At It's Best
Sympathy'si apologize for the wrong signal's sent.
to be honest i wanted to make this work.
Or much be willing to try it out.
and a fact i thought we were mature enough,
to know bout all these heartbreaks and what's gonna happen next.
i guess we both were too selfish of our own believes and wants.
i tried to hold you down for a moment and really share my thoughts.
but you wouldn't listen much and i kept it going your way.
somehow at times your indirect comments do make me wonder.
what have i done or am i the one that suffers..?
i hated your thoughts cause it was plain dull and much of fairy tales.
i got clueless at conversations that are sometimes linked to pointlessness.
i wonder what did you really see in me when everyone already knows.
and due thought you'd except and expect me for who i was.
but No.
you simply wanted things to go well with all your sorted thoughts.
it's not all the mushy stuff that we want in a r/s.
it's more of a mutual understanding.
and a much more adequate open mind about viewing things.
but did you ever try to pause and really try to think what was outside the box..?
try harder, try your best is what i always said.
cause you weren't tat observant enough to actually care.
you can blame me 24/7 for all you know.
but please take a min and look at yourself of what you've done.
wouldn't the rest of the guys would want to be there for you,
if you weren't the one bringing yourself down..?i got wasted. ()';
