awake and in front of the screen.
im sick and i never had this recently.
maybe this is the pain i've held for so long.
let loose and things pasts happened again.
i once never believe much about reality.
but seemingly facts made me into who i was.
once bitten was quite a shy.
but if it's twice it'll be sorrow filled with lies.
what's more of there to be a third..?
staring at the screen i somehow had tears.
having this thought of a start.
that could've been much distort.
the gush of wounds i've felt.
make it far much the same.
but rather much pain infinitely.
im done for.
im tired.
if our paths do come across.
i'd give it one last try with no promises.
somewhat giving up on what i could've believe was Love.

Labels: emotionless unstable.