sucking up my pride.
i kinda feel fucked up about myself.
about what's left.
done and over with.
i wished sometimes.
memories that i have wouldn't be much of a stain.
a virus that ruins my system of functioning.
a vault filled with much agony of mistakes.
if someone could just give me that hope.
a hope to realize i was never wrong of the things i did.
a hope for that someone who could control almost my everything.
i'll hit restart.
and hope that it's the 3 letter words again.

fcuk.

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