my views.
what i saw.
sparks a lot of debate.
today.
i saw what was very much of friendship.
life might be horrible for some.
good for others.
lovely for lovebirds.
happy for suckers.
i saw that i could no longer relate.
on topics to talk too most of my friends.
maybe we've all grown up.

tonight.
a dear brother of mine.
lost his granddad in the most unpredictable way.
i'm sorry to have heard of your lost Aidil.
i wish we all had enough time to ammend our mistakes.
but it's just wasn't fated enough for us some to do so.
chins up bro.
may your family be more bliss and blessed by Allah
bersabar la.
i trust you could do that.

on my way home.
i saw a man.
on the floor next to the bustop.
lying there dead.
and to know that he was that old guy with the tumor.
all i did was just stare the fuck at him.
not doing anything.
i wish i could be this cold everyday.

if i had a chance.
i'd live without memories.
i dump all of it.
all joy, happiness, hatred and sadness.
and loving it cause all of it doesn't exist anymore.

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