I hoping for less nowadays.
And if you're reading this i want you to know that im sorry.
Im sorry for not being able to cope with your mishaps.
Im sorry i couldn't be there to understand you that well.
Im sorry cause i lost believe in myself to actually pursue my love.
I know it makes you wonder why.
But i seriously want an honest of opinions of what am i to you.
I don't for a fact trust that your even truthful with the words you speak.
Nonetheless your a good liar as you said.
I didn't want to believe it was a mistake to throw myself back out into society.
I was proven kinda wrong.
I tried so hard to be a better person and start a fresh.
You made me feel like as if im bitter again.
Its not your fault that all this is happening.
And that all thoughts are running while.
But couldn't you even spare a minute baby to just tell me all the scars that we both could possible have..?
You're still lingering in my mind baby.
I couldn't sleep nor eat.
I can't focus myself in school and the things i do.
I want us to solve our problems right.
I want to continue from we left off.
Please baby just this once.
It wouldn't hurt to just let your guard down that much.
I don't wanna be a friend.
I wanna be that person who could help you overcome boundaries in your life.
I just wanna be with you badly.
I just need you baby.
That's all i ever need for now.
<3

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